2009 does'nt goes well for me!!!

UTAS? Leeds? INTI? Everything is gone. What is ahead on this coming May??? Work!!! During 4th of Jan. My dad's factory was rob by Indian robbers. They tied up 2 Indonesian workers and rob 4 lorries with goods on it. Estimated losses, RM240K.

Before that happen, I thought I got the chance to study my Msc at Leeds. My dad also planning to get me a Toyota Vios. But now, everything is gone. 3 of my sister still continues to study while I have to go and work after i get my diploma. 3 of then each owns a car while I don't. Compare to last time, I'm starting to get a better result comparing to the 3 of them. But then, "my journey is always a difficult one." the phrase that I always wrote in my Yahoo messengers.

Well, there goes my life.......I no longer look forward to what's gonna happen in the future. I leave everything to fate!!!!

Indeed, I still haven't give up hope!!!

The fact is, I still haven't gave up hope on going to Leeds or Adelaide. In fact, this coming semester. I will go find and search for loans that can support me. I hope i can get at least 100k, just hope that my dad will support me 70-80k....that's all i hope. Studying locally is a no can do for me.

As usual, not just my parents but my sisters also against this oversea plan.

Anyone have any ideas where I can get a loan?? Appreciate your help & sorry for always troubling you guys....

Thx for your comment!!!

Ok, Ill look into 3 perspective which is scope, budget & schedule (I'll use time to replace it as it is more appropriate)

My scope is to get a recognize degree ( well, masters should be better). Budget should be less than 100k as my dad is facing a bit of a financial difficulties. Time??? To graduate in the shortest time. But not to for get about the quality. Quality in the sense of recognition & accreditation by BEM.

Curtin gives me a reasonable package in budget, time & quality but not scope as I wanted t get a masters.
Nottingham provides me a splendid package in scope, time & quality but not budget as the tuition fee is too expensive.
SEGI only gives me time and budget. Scope & quality is not fulfilled as it only offers until degree. Furthermore, it's not recognize by BEM!!!!

FACON Education Fair

Today, I went to Facon Education Fair with Aik(Zhen Yi) & his brother. The moment I stepped inside, I was looking for Curtin's booth. Then I found it, so the first thing I ask is the minimum requirement for entering year 2 of Civil & Construction. They said well, i need a diploma first of all. Then what about my average??? Haha, they accept me regardless of that!!!! Hell yeah!!!! IELTS?? Do I need 1??? They ask me what did I get for my 1119. I got a 4B. Then they said I'm not required to take IELTS.

Next stop, University Of Nottingham. Let me cut everything short. Minimum requirement, CGPA 3.0 while mine is 2.17 and I was thinking "Oh My God". They offer two choice, BEng and MEng. BEng is not reconize by BEM while MEng is. tuiton fee??? 31k annually. Holly Shit, my dad won't be pleased with this kind of price!!!!! I ask the agent one blunt question "Let's say that if I'm the type of student that screw up on the early stage but then I'm picking up the pace a doing quite well on the final stage. Will that convince you on letting me credit transfer into year 2??? He said is possible. IELTS is not required for me also.

SEGI College, having degree in Civil Engineering as well. An external program under University of Greenwich & one more university which the agent forget. She said she will e-mail me as soon as possible. I will gain entry into year 2 since its a 3+0 program and yes, it's not recognize by BEM. Entry is a CGPA of 2.0 for reconigze diploma like INTI while 2.5 for TAR College diploma since that college is not really accredited by LAN.

So, I've been thinking. Should I enroll in SEGI's degree and then enroll MEng structural engineering in Nottingham??? I will, call Nottingham regarding this issue. Well guys, give me some opinion please. I really need one!!!

Did My Hardwork Paid Off?? Or Am I Too Late?????

This evening, i gave INTI a phone call. The objective?? Well, to ask about my cumulative average & CGPA of course. The sem before SEP 08, my average is 51-53. Well, I've just got an A- for steel & B+ for highway. But then my average is only 52-54 currently. Dude, you've don't know how disappointed I am. It's very troublesome that local private university accept you based on your CGPA but not cumulative average. My CGPA??? 2.17!!!

So, now I've begin to wonder. Am I too late??? I mean, I'd screwed up most of my year one subjects. So, I told myself that I have to pick up the pieces. I've been so confident to give my very best shot. But then, I only realize that its too late for me to do so!!! Still, I ain't givin up without a fight!!!!!

I think that's all for my blog today. Nothing interesting, just wanna express to you guys how I'm feeling today. Hope you all don't mind my boring story.

Bored To Death!!!!

Almost 1 month had pass since i returned home. To be frank, I wish to go out and hang out with my friends all the time (INTI's friends of course). I've only went out for a drink with my hometown's friend once, which is last Tuesday. Yet again, the same question comes out from mouth. "When are you graduating???". I confidently replied them"Next semester is my final one." . But i gotta admit it to you guys. Deep down in my heart, I'm really scared and worried that I can't get through R.C.
They (hometown) ask" Any plans during Christmas?". I straight away replied them "I've already got plans with my friends." And they ask"Which friend?". I answered them in a cocky manner"INTI.". Their intention is.....well, let's make it simple. They want me to be their driver. And believe me, they are not those type that will appreciate but instead give "a lot of comment". As I remembered. During Chinese New Year, they've got plans on going to Bukit Merah (water park). there are roughly 10 person are in this trip while they only got one car. The car is a very old car, a Mazda number plate "ABA xxxx" (cant remember the number, haha). Those people are like complaining that that car stinks & it's dirty. Come on!! People are willing to drive you there and you are complaining??? well as for the other 5 person. They have to take a taxi. They ask me whether I wanna join (for me to be their driver of course) but I said "neh, not interested.". I don't wanna humiliate myself, they are gonna laugh at my body. (unlike you guys, went to Sunway Lagoon & Lost World of Tambun with you guys & you guys just never humiliated me. I'm indeed very grateful.)
6th of December, going to PC Fair with Boon, Lee & maybe Andrew. Man, I can't wait for this Saturday. Going to give Lee a tour in Penang, he just move from Seremban to Penang. Well, I think that wraps up my blog for today.